Benzo recovery, returning to work, trying to fight depression – pretty much the last month of my life. I don’t really have the energy to write, but I know it’s been a while since I posted and I wanted to put something up. Hopefully I will have something more interesting to say next time around.
One more week and I will be giving away the the giant beanbag. I hate to lose it, but I will gain 25 sq. ft in my living area – very important when you only have a couple of hundred sq. ft to work with. Once I have the space again I plan to return to a floor level lifestyle. The floor pillows can come out, the rug can be moved, and I hope to spend 4-6 hours a day kneeling or sitting on the floor by the end of the month.
I still haven't decorated the apartment. I want to put up some shelving in the office area and get at least one framed picture for the living room, but money is so tight that extras like that are still on hold.
Next week hopefully I will be able to return to cooking – I haven’t had the energy to manage it for the past two or three weeks and I hate myself for not doing it. Pizza everyday is simply not good for me, and my body is starting to protest. I have beans and some canned and frozen veggies. I need to get fresh fruit and veggies to complement them, and more rice since I go through it so quickly.
Yeah, not much to say. I just don’t want to get too far behind.
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