Yeah, I haven't posted in a while. I haven't done much of anything. Between sickness and stress, I've been doing little besides playing Sims3 to distract myself. The house hasn't quite fallen apart yet, but there is a lot that needs to be done.
My biggest problem, right now and throughout my life, is that I do not process stress well. Set a problem in front of me and my mind starts racing, looking for a solution. It will sneak in while I'm working, while I'm playing. It will be in my mind while I'm tossing and turning while seeking sleep, and it will be the first thing in my mind when I wake up. I will dream of digging, trying to move mountains of dirt that never diminish. After a few days my hands start to shake. My body will start to fail, my muscles will ache from constant tension. Mysterious flickers appear just outside of my field of vision. I fall into despair. I become paranoid. And it just goes downhill from there.
That's kinda where I am now. So please bear with me. Hopefully it will all be done by this weekend.
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